warning:

this might be the longest blog ever. brace yourself.

tuesday was a crazy day, planning the final details of prom, running around school, not having time to get my nails done. someone said "i feel bad for you- you're always running around for other people" and i was like yea, but its okay. i love my job as president and i wouldnt have it any other way. i live for the hustle-bustle, the deadlines and expectations. and i only have three days left of it, i said.

wednesday was even more crazy. went to school for about thirty minutes, then off to wachussett to set up for prom that night. got my hair done at rinse, loved it. went home and did my makeup, slipped on my cinderella-style dress and silver shoes, clipped on my sparkling jewelry, and was ready for prom. met up with adrienanna and shawn, yessy and evan at adrieannas for pictures. the rain stopped just in time to not frizz up our hair and ruin our dresses. went to st. v's for more and more pics, with 39 other people, all of which looked gorgeous. got kicked out of st. v's and loaded ourselves onto the amazing, huge, wicked cool party bus.

prom was great. everything looked gorgeous. all our hard work that was building up all year, all the fund raisers and organizing finally materialized into one succcessful, fun, and beautiful evening. the food was great, everyone danced, and i didn't hear many complaints at all. the photographer gave us a compliment i much appreciate: that he's done a million proms, and he's never seen one as organized as ours. we presented ms. sebring with a corsage for all of her hard work, she teared up. my dress was so hot to dance in but its okay because i still loved it. everyone got along, nothing really bad happened. success.

after prom ended, and it semed to end ever so quickly because i guess time really does fly when you're having fun, we all ogt back on the party bus, which we thought we had until 5 a.m. we had the music blasting an even better playlist than prom had. everyone was up dancing together. lots of laughs. just as i changed out of my dress into normal clothes, at about midnight, the bus drivers kicked us all out... even though we paid for 12 hours. so we were stranded in the middle of downtown worcester for a while, holding our dresses, and without enough cars to transport us all to where we wanted to go. luckily mel came and got me and chewy, and a bunch of people met up at denny's. by three a.m. we left and went home, since there somehoiw were no parties going on after senior prom. unbelievable, but it was fine.

chewy slept over my house. we woke up around 930 the next morning, and trudged into school. i was soooo tired. school was void of seniors. but i'm glad i went in to see the few people that were actually there. that night, after tennis practice and stuff, i went for a drive with yessy. i could not beleive the next day would be the last day of school. we went to starbucks, like old times. we teared up in my car talking about how it was all over.

i did a lot of thinking those days. at south, i have a reputation, a standing, a connection with faculty, trust, and respect. and now, i have to re-build that image from scratch again, after i worked so hard for four years to construct it. it'll be a challenge, but it's not impossible. i changed so much over the four years, that i know i can change even more and believe in myself. i was still in denial that the next day would be my last day at south. my last day at south. it seemed impossible. i felt like it was a joke. haha yea right, ill see you monday in mr. garcia's class to antagonize him with our humor, in the senior caf to eat lunch all together, in sebring's room to plan the next event. and tuesday, wednesday, etc.etc.etc. how could there be one day left? how could i fulfill all i'd want to say, all i'd want to do in one more day?