stress-free finals?

knock on wood, finals are not stressing me out. i somehow came to a realization that "this too shall pass" and finals will be over in a week and a day and i'll be able to breathe easy. so why not keep breathing easy now? i just am in a mode of acceptance that i will study, write, read, do problems, review, type, and such from when i wake up until i go to bed for the next week and a day.

then i will pack up my things. say goodbye... to some things forever, like my room, newton campus, the newton bus, stuart dining hall (until i visit maybe once next year)... and to some things just for the summer, like my friends, classes, chestnut hill, and carrying a backpack that weighs a hundred pounds.

i was really sad about a week ago about all of this. i didn't want summer to approach, i didn't want to go to Worcester. i didn't want to go back to no job or plan or reason. But now i realize i'm going back to: my best friend, my family, moxie, my home, my bed.

i also might have a sorta plan for the summer: i might volunteer at Dress For Success Worcester in the marketing department. how awesome will that be? knock on wood. no pay, but will be doing something good, get experience, good resume booster, too.
and old navy... i dont think i can handle it. not fun. not challenging me. maybe i'll just try to babysit mad lot. tell old navy i can only work a couple days a week. or look for another job. i dont know. whatever. all will work out.

what!?

in two days, I will be done with my freshman year classes.
in two weeks, I will be done with my freshman year finals.
in two weeks, I will be done with my freshman year.
WHAT!????