the beginning

of the end

today was the last monday of high school, ever. what the heck, how did this happen?

in ap lit we made "toasts" to our four years at south and people/things that have affected us. it was really cute and sweet, and i'm not gonna lie i shed a few tears as did almost everyone else. it made me realize that i'll miss all the kids at south that i've been with these four years, even if they aren't my best friends, even if they are just classmates that i have a strictly in-school relationship with. and i'll miss my teachers and administrators who i toasted because south really does have the best i could hope for.

now i'm scared for class day when i have to make my speech to all 300 of my peers about everything we've all beent hrough together. i'm gonna be a mess.

something happened today though that made me realize how dirty some people are. how kniving and attention-seeking and fake and plastic. it made me wanna punch a bitch so hard. and knowing me, thats a lot to say. it's a bad feeling.

then something else happened that made me realize some people have redeaming qualities, like being able to say sorry and act maturely. its a good feeling.

oh, i won another tennis match :o) this time with jess against BMR. niiice.

and on the bus ride to BMR, i started writing my graduation speech, zomg. please let me pull it off without crying.

because i will be THAT GIRL that cries and cries at graduation.

because its all over.



my fave new somg is "best i ever had" by drake, i've listened to it a zillion times the past couple days. idk why. its catchy and cute.

interview for a scholarship in the morning. cool.

went to the drive ins last weekend for the first time in seriously at least ten years. it was fun.

made a movie about stats with chewy and some guest stars. it was a good time. you should see it some time.


my life seems O.D. busy lately.
i'm gonna try to sleep tight tonight.

bye!

8 school days left.