Thursday, March 12, 2009

not good enough

i guess five acceptances in a row was my limit. and now i'm kind of nervous, i won't lie. wait-listed to a school in probably my top five choices of the fourteen i applied to, and the one i wasn't worried about at all for some reason, and one less difficult to get into than the other ones. i was completely chill about this college thing until now. now i'm anxious and scared for march 31 when brown publishes their decisions, and around that time when harvard, bu, and bc publish theirs. if i'm below par to be fully accepted at northeastern, then what should i expect from the oters...
i shouldn't think like that. i didnt really want to go there anyways. i guess i'll have to sit and sweat it out until the end of the month.

then i'll see if all the hell i put myself through in highschool was/is worth it or not.





by the way, i had to recap my senior year in one page due tomorrow. its not over yet, how am i supposed to know how i'll feel on class day reading this speech that will forever lay in the yearbook? i legit choked up a few times writing it. but ms. s and mr. l are helping me revise and edit it to be amazing thank the Lord. i can't believe high school is just over 2 months to being over. what the hell am i going to do with myself?

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